In the Reins.

I felt truly lucky to be together.

"He Lays in the Reins," played in the background.

Just us. No other person. No other thought.

Nothing else held importance.
Just us.

I will remember him for a very long time.
And tonight I felt it.
I felt what had been missing for too many years.

"He Lays in the Reins."
This feeling is so articulate in the song.

Words cannot be expressive enough, but words with melody...

Growing Up

I don't have many people around me anymore.
I have distanced myself from friendship.

I feel lonely when I think about it.
I also worry that I can no longer co-exist with friends that I have had for so many years.

I just feel differently.

I don't drink so much.
I don't go to bars as much.
Social status doesn't feel so important anymore.
What changed?

I want to make something of myself.

I feel tired with what I have known.
I want to know a deeper meaning to living.

"Departure, Fulfillment, Return."

I am definitely in departure.
I want fulfillment.
I want it so badly.

Feelin' Hella Low.

I don't get relationships.

I don't get why I act the way I do in relationships.

Somedays I just don't want to have anything to do with romance.

Today was one of those days.

I need a personal day.